I'm reaching out to me hero's, well one in particular, I dried direct message, but I don't think he uses it, I know how to contact him if I really want to, but I haven't felt like going directly to that, I'm trying to invent and enjoy the creation of a meeting. I am such a fan already, I'm satisfied. But this time, I've tried contact him through his fiance, on her comments page. Just my right mix of hopelessness and ambition based in recognized yet repressed actual community